Colours

In the darkest nights
Of shady BLACK Awaking is my soul with lack
To inhale, breathe deeply and live
It yearns and burns with desire on fire
Only simply love to give

Dreaming am I inside your heart
Upon your candle lit bed
Petals of most glorious roses
Connect our blood the color RED
Only you on my mind running unveiled
So free spirited and naked
Of fantasies in my head

I lay there whispering your name
One divinity we are of undying flame
Wanting your heat anything but tame
In secret thoughts of deepest desires
In blazing heat of fires
Wild and absolutely free
Oh release into me

My hot breath in your ear gently whispers
Come to me, come to me my love inside
Deeper and deeper to taste my core
Savour and nibble forever more
Eating your way through
To a place called home

A place where served are the finest dishes
Simmered with care and to perfection
With the most sacred craving and yearning wishes
Deep below the surface of a wishing well
Is a place only you know so well

My last wishing coin I cast
With my might for light
To unite us at last
And as two coins
Of SILVER and GOLD
Are blending to become one
In divinity of celestial mould

We are at last merging
Perhaps not even aware how deep
Our spirits together are surging
Into unity of electric BLUE
Magnetic is the force
This colourful enchanted hue
Never again forlorn
Never again to feel alone

Of sweetest harmony our spirit dances
In both our eyes and in deepest glances
As our hearts are swiftly in hope beating
While enchanted melody romances
And these our bodies are heating
In degrees beyond human touch
How I do adore you
Oh so much

Perhaps lusting we are, yet oh so trusting
In a misty valley of our emerald GREEN fields
Lives a place where we connected
It is where our love forever yields
Onto each other, in this union
Of mother and father
Ying and yang
Female and male
In the beautiful balance
Under elemental veil
Lives a fairytale

We lay on shores of our desert beach
Famished are we both as we reach
Gazing upon the stars so mellow
You did paint them for me YELLOW
I thank you love for your loving gift
And I run to you so swift
Floating above this holy ground
In a higher dimension so profound

Tranquil seconds are exchanged
In this our world so deranged
And still are the grains
Of light BEIGE sands
Our hourglass
In silence stands

Inviting you into my chalice PINK 
This core and womb you speak and seek
I give you freely do drink my love
Taste it and fulfill your crave
Quench your thirsty rave
After all here lays only I
Bare naked and free
I am yours only to save thee

In the ecstasy and rapture
Our bodies reach to capture
As they flow in beat to the heat
Yet untouched and still is our delicate sweat
Dripping of moans in a mild peaceful chill
Of these dreamy delicious world so wet
I caress you with my angelic quill

After a serene PURPLE rain
This drenching pouring fantastic day
Soaked not only our bodies together sway
But invigorating is our spirit
So refreshed and revived
As we both survived

Touch my face with both your hands
Kiss my CRIMSON lips and RUBY mind
Feel my fruits so ripen
Taste the ORANGE below my rind
For the cross I bear to leave behind

Underneath is a soul waiting to dance
In a bit of flair and in secret romance
For eternity ready is my rainbow of colors
To be flavoured and savoured
By the one and only
Just as me
So lonely

Frozen I was
In a state of GREY
Surrounded by icy shards
My perfect aces trumped long ago
By these living mortal cards

You found me through the murky clouds
Unveiled my darkest heavy shrouds
Discovered so muddy
In the earthen BROWN Our elemental womb
Of mother ground
I was lost once
Now am found

In this one spectacle of colors
This fantastic rainbow arch of hue
Unveiled is my purest love
The one, which belongs to you

Oh, my darling at last I am living
Even if only in this state giving
In this one poetic affair
Yet faithful in a delicate flair
Melting is my flower in heat
Beating to your beat
Only you understand and speak
What can only be envisioned
And what I truly seek

To live in this world as a toy
Love you do bring me
Truest joy
It feels so right
My one and only
Dove of purest WHITE

Broken

Undying love blooms within my soul
Energized by heartbeats pounding whole
A gash has been departed into this beating
Heart loosing its stability with heat depleting

Wound from a warrior this hero for mankind
Love within him is larger then humans find
Leaving me decaying in devoid of his love
Into blindness flying is my lonely dove

To infinite pieces my gentle heart shattered
Under garments skin torn, burning is tattered
Release and fly he whispered do live to be free
Do soar high living like an angel yet without me

Good-bye so sudden I would not have expected
Within the stream of love we silently projected
Although I am quite skilled this clarity sense
My broken wings frozen with final glance

Unable to speak garrotting throat swollen
The music once heard lays silent and solemn
Soulful friend is missing as you clearly became
Residual ash in dust lingers from departed flame

My glorious soul cries, so exhausted from giving
How will I continue with trusting and go on living
Remembering your echoes of sweetest realm
Still transmitting eternal love, serene calm

Broken in the tears that now freely flow
Dying my soul breaks into a disbursing glow
In mankind living one ring, repetitive teaching
Reborn into lifetimes with our endless reaching

Showing, unfolding and many others healing
One love brightly shines it is so appealing
Do take it over and over I freely endow
My spirit radiant as my head in a bow

Moment of silence within divine power
As we remember to embrace in quiet hour
Fear is your illusion my hand was extended
Hoping this love was anything but pretended

May angels watch over you in the highest glory
For thy essence to flourish without any worry
I hope you discover in light what you seek
Finding healing inside yourself so meek

Thank you for the time we have shared
Genuine my heart with absolution I cared
Please don't visit or speak, do not ever ask
Empty is this life vessel along with dried flask

Drunken by wine of chalice, your core fulfilled
Tree of life dried, thirsty for love you spilled
Famished with hunger I lay down my head
In bed of thorns bleeding blood of red

Red Dragon

Deep in depths of souls
Below the darkest veils
Behind lost secret gates
In chambers of our veins

Dim flicker can be seen
Candles ends celebration
Fading within a shadow
As awaiting illumination

Home of fire red dragon
In darkness of catacombs
He who holds our captive
Most our bloody wounds

Seldom are they released
To surface for true mend
As others reach to stroke
Extended a loving hand

Fearful have we become
In trusting another so free
Blindly walking the halls
So jaded the truth to see

Yet noble warriors we are
Each with private wound
Seeking place of serenity
Within a mothers' womb

Silent are these prisoners
Pining glorious resolution
Yet cries are heard within
For day of new absolution

Love will heal all lesions
If you only believe it will
Trusting this one divinity
There is not a healing pill

Red dragon breathes fire
Still do not fear his roar
He is merely a protector
Of the souls radiant core

Once upon a dream

My heart is swiftly beating
In the magical seconds
Encapsulated glory
In warmth of fires heating
I feel no worry
Yet hear a sound
Chanting and drumming
Of ancient warriors
Humming so profound
Yet a soulful tone
And I no longer feel alone

Dancing in midnight hours
Under naked heaves
Around vast blazing fire
Flickering with reach
Towards the cosmic stars
With passion

In heated moment
From within depth of desire
For only you
My sweet dream

The hot coals and embers
Glow brilliantly bright
Like gemstones
Illuminating my heart
And its thousands of chambers
We gaze into the flame
Dancing our dance
Of mesmerized
Serene trance
Oneness of fame

In this dreamy state
With needs to be transferred
We are hypnotized
Beyond dimensions
By our undying loyal fate
Into a single most exquisite
Moment in time
Of zero
I reveal to myself
In this ballad of rhyme

I am standing
In front
Of the burning blaze
My hand to you
Am handing
In this dreamy haze
Do take it my love
It fits your heart
As it always has
Perfect lovers glove
Never to be apart
Once lost
Yet found
In this dream
So profound

Only coverlet of fur
Is touching the ground
Draped over my body
With bare shoulders
Exposed fully is my soul
Welcoming you
Into me
To again feel whole
My golden hair long
Moves ever so gently
In the sweet breeze
Of lavender
And jasmine scents

You approach me
From behind you show
Firmly wrapping
Your strong hands
Around my waist
As I am fully aglow
You are so tender
Drawing me close
Closer to your body
And your soul
Blankets mine
I entirely surrender
In this dream alchemy
Of soulful time

In this liberty
Of delicate goose bumps
We feel no fear
Peace and serenity
Lays in the warmth
Wiping loves tear
While the only thing
Moving within
Are the waves of bliss
Energy surging from one
And back to the other
Without a miss
Intertwining
Blending
Celebrating life

And your firm body
Feels hot
Yet your soul even hotter
As if on fire
We burst to scatter
With a needful crave
To dive into our oasis
You begin kissing my neck
With a gentle peck
I shiver
In rapture
Keeping the dream safe
With silky ribbons
Holding to it in capture

I turn around
You to face
We gaze into Oneness
In a blaze so intense
Of lovers embrace
And my sparkly
Earth coloured eyes
Connect with yours
As the reflection
Of flames
Dances within them
Until break of day
Shines in sunrise

I reach the other side
Of your safe haven
We gaze
Upon each other
For millennia
Savouring the gift
We are given
Through this rift
This moment in time
Once upon a dream
Feeling the hot breath
Of the other
In silent ecstasy scream
As it floats up
Disappearing
Into darkness of the night
Sizzling in searing

Our bodies firm
Against each other
As if one entity
So closely connected
It is beyond magnitude
Of existence
And ability
Our two hearts
Beat in harmony
As they should in heat
And as they once did
Again at last
To a unison beat

We gently moisten our lips
Awaiting with anticipation
A lover's tender kiss
With passion
Craving and yearning
Of thousand lifetimes
Summoned
Evoked
All in one burning
We, we

Suddenly awake!

Unforgiven

Unattained was my goal

Healing that slithery vision

Delusional mind combined

Love and hate into fusion

Do believe what you must

My care was given so frank

I have myself only to blame

Deserving of a solid spank

Sorrow, spite and the envy

Driven within soulful core

Shameful hidden your face

Unsatisfied wanting more

Sleep my precious darling

Do close those green eyes

Yes, still unforgiven rests

Foul dirt in your little lies

The EARTH

Shaky
Overworked
Hushed is my tear
As it dries within fear
Of these, your spilling lies
Overflowing co-existing lives
Inside each and everyone I see
Although not in an image of me
Yet akin we are in precise ways
Within these elements of praise
And even if never do I stay still
Dormant inside is my free will
Worthless to you if asleep
Oh so often do I weep
Surely so weary
Is my sleet
Brash
And solid
Unable to sense
Any longer in chaos
And my spinning dance
Nauseated from the fumes
Buried toxic waste is unseen
Of poisoned illusions so keen
Numbed to your defiant dare
Absent concern or even care
Gift to me from each of you
I accept this without adore
Silent though scorching
Overheating evermore
Is my brilliant core
Decaying, dying
Though surely
Am I
The Earth
You all love

♥

Do you believe?

Structured and composed is the DNA
Complexity utmost yet so very simple
With absolution deficient in any sway
And merely solidity resides in its ripple

The conviction code of authority
Nonetheless doubtfully it gives
Believing not in but ourselves
We surrender to it while it lives

Arriving in a blanket of the credence secrets
Each are born devoid of overcastted despair
Begins the life belief in these famed seconds
Of this our life that many are calling unfair

As we smile with our hopeful tears
Face this world we earnestly must
While our faith bends habitually
Suspended is our breathing trust

Belief that is hard to find and superior then us
From a dimension thinly veiled and so concealed
Yet faithfully it resides below each of our skins
Only in time of our perishing age it is revealed

Never giving up although in dread
Not even for split seconds we fold
Believing is but our unknown faith
With anticipation the end we uphold

Light and dark are balanced in this equilibrium
And each soon measures itself one day by deeds
Believing to be anything but this superior entity
High on self-worth resides within us in our needs

Alive we trust since we do breathe
Inhaling our comforts and applauds
To continue somehow not giving up
Without basis we consider to be duds

Meanwhile to believe is to be alive in this space
Thinking, judgement, energetic and active in each
Suitable to be anything but a dead lifeless carcass
Is conveyed in another strange message I teach

Yet buds should be more like it, I will say
Hanging onto final strings of ending belief
Blossom to grow emerging like butterflies
Not shameful behind exposed lies and grief

Now, do you believe in the so-called unified belief?
Blind, unknowing what truth first consider to think
Animated we are walking in self-styled existence
Amid faith are born ideas in each brand new blink

Believing is this one cohesive principle
Not the isolated one of the obvious sight
Yet one living deeper then our knowledge
Of this blinding incandescent inner light

I believe...

In fairies dancing in the shadows
Of our lives flickering fire dance
And angels guiding over us daily
Each in unique alike human stance

I believe in every child that is born
Has the pureness with future so free
Yet grows up so cynical as a resident
Of this globe reflecting you and me

Programmed we are I believe this
In the glorious seconds we arrive
With labels and libels to defy us
Utterly doing anything to survive

If believing is seeing then I just do
Yet not only with my editorial eyes
My spirit sees this world perishing
Among arrogance, neglect and lies

Since when did believing in Santa
Become this sin, crime and insanity
Believe in your own child's dreams
In the end it confirms human amity

I also believe we each have a choice
Yet refuse to listen to our inner voice
Follow the leader in this life's game
Seeking assets, credit and dusty fame

Who governs this world of equality?
I believe we have given them a right
Results always so scandalously alike
Causing chaos, greed, wars and fight

Politicians and democracy I dislike
Believing they have all lost my trust
While freedom really no longer exists
And to be anything then human I lust

While I believe in oh so much more
My forlorn dim voice is lost among
These our walls, we all build so tall
Since we just simply cannot get along

I believe in nature and this divinity
That unifies our existence and life
Though no matter how much I wail
We collide in wars expiring in strife

Yet I know and believe in one free will
Our spirit liberal within us is residing
It surfaces often and faster evermore
Tired of dormancy and silent hiding

Broken somehow I believe we became
Blinded and rhythmic in a sleepy state
All believing with creed of disbelief
Each assisting the outcome of our fate

I must believe there will come a day
For our love will bloom like flowers
Healing of absolution will restore us
And we all awake amid equal powers

The K-I-S-S

Of cosmic dust we appear in stars
Two soul dimensions, woman and man
Consciousness of lights eternal spark
I sense as if you held my hand

We yearn and search for our light
The other half of us that which is home
Spiralling into the alchemy of time
For the ONE not to live alone

Enchanted are these moistened lips
Within midnight hours by flickering fire
Twin flames of Oneness seek union
Limited by this our mortal desire

Beating hearts longing for the lost
We sense this heat of our undying bliss
Yet journeys apart must we be living
Merging in afterlife with the kiss

Each tranquil spirit their aura of hue
Connected in flashes with dreams of you
By vast roaring flames of helix rods
We spiral out in the colour blue

Into the sea of love we return home
Of matter we exist yet higher dimension
Polar magnetism of self in electricity
In sub-levels of comprehension

Hours of my death

Upon my thinly tarnished soul

Gaping within is this gigantic hole

Where my whole life once bloomed

Yet suddenly away it quickly loomed

Now heavy is the weight of these dead
Just like virus above me do they spread

While my pierced heart bleeds solo red

As I lay slumbered upon my death bed

Behind my worldly clandestine tears

Do these evident vivid emerging fears

Surface into the stained external light

Materializing moral fibre into fright

Drenched in terror of my lucid mind

Are these views and illusions unkind

While tossing in the midnight hours

Feared essential sleep quickly sours

Battered to tatty, pieces and shreds

Reluctantly succumbing and drying

Disbelieving my yes, are they lying?

No I whisper, I could not be dying

Refusing to trade my DNA fusion

No longer laying in any confusion

Yet with persuasion of becoming

Are these lying life forms cunning

Soon another and countless more

Offering riches of their shiny adore

Though I decline this bribe so shady

Devotedly zealous to live non faddy

I will not surrender to black

Even if my lucid vision I lack

Refuse to obey these taunting

Thousand foul beings haunting

Rotten odour of their breath so smelly

Repulsively they inject into my belly

This substance I cannot even describe

Bound I lay helpless unable to derive

I will not accept this alluring stealth

While dreaming hours of my death

Yielding rather to entirely another

Summoning memoirs of my gather

Weeping is my mortal pleading soul

Yearns again to feel absolutely whole

To flavour again yet another fine dish
Savour this life and to swim like fish

Calling out to you in roaring blast

Begging you to amend the past

Do come to rescue me at last

For another breath I gasp

I am not ready to leave

As I remedy with heave

Begging for you to give

Me, another chance to live

Though the bow has broken

The anchor has been tested

Life vessel is not ready to sink

As my weak body lays un-rested

Lend me a hand and mend my heart

Survival is minimal with essence apart

Though able to distinguish my choices

Finally I see a beam and hear its voices

This aura at last to me revealed

The utmost brilliance of white

Brightest have I never seen

With my stained human sight

I breathe you

Need you

Love you now

Relishing in your blissful glory

In absolution and without worry

Wholly without pause I submerge

Into the light of wonder at verge

Feeling the utmost desire to stay

Suddenly my body recalls a sway

Abruptly again surrounded by dark

Terrifying and uncertain is the stark

While I feel within me a new spark

Igniting my fire and desire to embark

On board this life ship

Swiftly akin to a whip

And navigate again all over

In the emerald fields of clover

Though, where have you gone?

I can inhale again yet not see thee

Only feeling this human skin, it's me

Yet with you for eternity I want to be

As these distant virtuous voices get loud

Advising me of having many holes to stitch

I awake suddenly puzzled though very glad

Living another singing day of morning finch

Raindrops

Within rejuvenation
Concealed in the particle
Discretely lays a revelation
Simple power of illumination
We cannot amend
Though smell it
Hear and
See

Yet never does it hide
Reviving this dry humanity
Kindly falls in element pride
Without set of laws to abide
Creating only unity
Intact harmony
In our life
Time

And beautiful as it is
This constant gratis unit
While other people still miss
Take moments to cheer its bliss
And do dance in this rain
Laughing of joy
In bare lies
Naked

Drink with wholeness
And invigorate your soul
This my constructed boldness
Put together to use in fullness
In regards to raindrops
Molecule is parallel
Alive within
In each

Grant it but your face
Greeting all these raindrops
Welcome its devoted embrace
Appreciate this judicious grace
As it willingly plunges
Love in each drop
Of pouring
Rain

Darkness upon

Though light is the radiance
Of this life's brilliance and magic
I cannot help to embark upon the ark
And disappear into the dark ever so tragic
While faithfully untamed is my unending shame
For this desired unqualified speck of fame
Reaching with absolution of lust
Yet resolution in dust
Of the promise
In resentful sudden part
Heavy is the mortal living heart
In the decays of this dying soldiers wife
Whereas only ashes dawdle in the lead of her life
And this darkness upon comes undone once more
In the mentality of the brave soldiers war
Only bones remaining in silent hours
While my belief sours
In this dark world

Fire within

Though significantly important to alter the synergy
We are merely nothing but specks in the dust
Living within these small sparks of lust
We are composed of this energy
Each and every a radiant ball
And our slightest desire
Holds key to a fire
Driven by core
Law of heat
Breathing
Tasting
Living
Hating
Or loving
Peace or war
Everyone walks
Through their door
And as destiny nears
Our utmost hour of higher
Then our flame seizes and yields
To a this parallel element of power
With scorching is this blistering hissing
Yes surrenders inevitably never really missing
While the suffocating and smell of death with ashes
Echoes in hot ambers and cinders of residual life
Yet the flame is eternal for its glory of fame
And the dying greyness repeats the game
For one day again our soaring flame
Relives a life in another name
In famous rebirth
Re-sparks
Ignites
Rejoices
Dances again
Flickers once more
Bursting back into blaze
Walking through another door
With mesmerizing disbelief and daze
And opportunity and mortality of existence
Our ability to learn and discover in persistence
While this bright flame feeds the fire within us all

Supernatural

Profound are the whispers

Of this one haunted house

Hearing dead walk in halls

Scaring the smallest mouse

Paranormal as they may be

Are neither evil nor nice

Stuck between realms

They continue existing

I discovered their names

From the houses listing

With huge deviant demands

They keep on persisting

My absolute silence overheated

In sheer horror born of fear

They call and beckon for me

To come yet closer and near

As the only thing frozen cold

Are my feet and my icy tear

Screeches and loud groans

Of these departed unwilling

The intensity of their moans

Run wild and bone chilling

Yet only shadows can be seen

Dispersing along my ceiling

Along with the entire history

Their secrets of life are buried

Scattered along these hall walls

Many fly fast though as hurried

As I lay in my bed so paralyzed

While pretending I am not worried

Playing tricks and hiding stuff

Opening the cabinets and doors

When nothing is in sight though

Hearing eerie footsteps on floors

With no evidence of the culprit

Just sickening smell of repulse

Firmly believing they are dead

Only knowing by steady watch

Supernatural are these beings

Accepting totally that much

Glimpsing just their shadows

Oh so near yet cannot touch

Afloat they spread not in colour

Only shades of black and grey

Coexisting life they have lived

Dreadfully repeating every day

Our vivid presence, this instant

Surrender to the light, I pray

Presenting to them an open window

So they will take this final flight

Lost as they are looking eternally

For this radiant one tunnel of light

Channelled by me they sure can leave

Though only if I believe, they might

Let go these mortal needless worries

Duties, obligations of souls dread

Do not be bothered worrying anymore

About tiding up your house or bed

And simply go into the light my dear

As you are now not living but dead